30 Letters in 30 Days - Day 12
Day 12 - The person you hate the most/caused you a lot of pain
To you-know-who-you-are
No-one has ever caused me as much distress as you have, no-one has ever pushed me so far to the edge that I almost didn't make it back. I know that I will never forgive you, I know I will never get passed you winning me over and abusing my trust and taking advantage of me at my weakest, I will always hate you for taking something I held so dear and destroying it so magnificently, that now, even 6 years later there is no trace of it left and no hope of ever getting it back.
I know in every fibre of my being that should I encounter you in the street or anywhere at any time of day or night, be it tomorrow, next week or some day before I die; I know with complete certainty I will scratch your eyes out, I will spit on you and will kick you while you lie on the ground. Nothing and no-one would be able to stop me.
And while I know that this will not fix what you've done to me, and its unlikely I will feel much better after doing so, it will never measure to the pain I have felt, and often still feel today. Your bruises will heal, and your pride restored unlike mine that hasn't and never will.
M
To you-know-who-you-are
No-one has ever caused me as much distress as you have, no-one has ever pushed me so far to the edge that I almost didn't make it back. I know that I will never forgive you, I know I will never get passed you winning me over and abusing my trust and taking advantage of me at my weakest, I will always hate you for taking something I held so dear and destroying it so magnificently, that now, even 6 years later there is no trace of it left and no hope of ever getting it back.
I know in every fibre of my being that should I encounter you in the street or anywhere at any time of day or night, be it tomorrow, next week or some day before I die; I know with complete certainty I will scratch your eyes out, I will spit on you and will kick you while you lie on the ground. Nothing and no-one would be able to stop me.
And while I know that this will not fix what you've done to me, and its unlikely I will feel much better after doing so, it will never measure to the pain I have felt, and often still feel today. Your bruises will heal, and your pride restored unlike mine that hasn't and never will.
M
Oh Darling sis, you are the stronger, the better and the person who can hold their head up high. No matter what happens to you - you get back up and you keep doing what you know best - and that is one of the MANY things I admire about you. Nobody can destroy your soul unless you let them and I know you - you WONT let them.... Live strong sis - we will beat them all - you mentally (and i will get them physically for you *my treat*)
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